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His Healing Power

Have you ever experienced moments of regret so deep that you felt like it could swallow you?

Oh dear friend, I have. I’m gonna be honest…it’s not a good place to be. 

Every day there’s a fountain of living water I can drink. It’s found in God’s Word. Prayer. Quiet time with Him. Laying my burdens down. In the rush of life,  I often find myself thirsty. I take in drops instead of His healing flow.

John 4:10-14       Psalm 63:1-8

When I “hurry”, I’m vulnerable to old habits. My thoughts & words shift back to the very sin nature that Jesus died for. The enormity of that hurts my heart. Not nearly as much as it must hurt His.

The old me is where regret seeds were first planted. I made bad choice after bad choice. Distorted thinking was the residual that surfaced after I got married & had kids. I thought I could protect my children from life. I convinced myself that with the “right tools” in place they would be spared from regrets & totally forgot they had their own human nature. That “need” to protect only created more mistakes which lead to more remorse.

The closest we can get to doing relationships anywhere near just right is by exampling what we believe instead of just saying it. That realization usually arrives too late & we’re left with thoughts of, “I wish I had/hadn’t….” There are tears of sadness….and rightly so. Mistakes hurt.

Psalm 73:26

Change can’t happen with yesterday’s but it can be part of today. 

Regrets are one of the first things to flood in & try to steal the truths I hold close. I have at least twelve U Haul trailers full. I unhitched & parked them a long time ago but every now & again I try to pull a wagon full behind me.

Have you ever had them creep in out of nowhere? That’s how the enemy works. He whispers lies to saved souls trying to draw us back into darkness. I don’t know about you, but if I’m tired out, weary or in a heavy season of sorrow, those regrets can pull me right down into a puddle of sobs.

When those lies start coming…turn away & lean toward the Truth. We have a victorious King who already won. That’s where real power is found. He can & will break every chain.

Josh Baldwin released a new song that points to this power. Here are a few of the lyrics–

Stand in Your Love by Josh Baldwin

When darkness tries to roll over my bones
When sorrow comes to steal the joy I own
When brokenness and pain is all I know
I won’t be shaken, no, I won’t be shaken

Shame no longer has a place to hide
I am not a captive to the lies
I’m not afraid to leave my past behind
Oh, I won’t be shaken, no, I won’t be shaken!

There’s power that can break off every chain
There’s power that can empty out a grave
There’s resurrection power that can save
There’s power in Your name, power in Your name!

We all have hard stories to tell, don’t we? Life changing phone calls, core-shaking actions, images revealed, devastating decisions made by trusted loved ones, tragedies, abuse, addiction, mistakes, abandonment. There can be deep, deep sadness surrounding these things, but it’s not the end of the story.

Please hear me…the Lord can bring purpose out of pain. He really can. It takes time, but it’s more than possible. Handing the shattered pieces over to Jesus is where healing starts. The old is no longer our identity.

The power that can break any chain is the same power that fear flees from. His mighty power will hold us in His love. His perfect love. He offers it to us…the imperfect. The very same us that cost Him his life.

That fountain I mentioned? It’s always there. Let’s grab a cupful and thirst no more.

Forever in his mercy,
Tracy
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Peace Robber

Can I really be 49 today. How in blazes did that happen.

My daughter told me I don’t look a day over 45. Ha! Then she added some icing on top by changing it to 43. Numbers don’t mean much to me. It’s the quality. How many of those 49 years did I waste. Am I where the Lord wants me to be at this stage in my life. My answer would have to be no.

You see, there’s this thing called fear. It’s been my enemy for a very long time.

You better believe that I took note of Zach Williams song, Fear Is a Liar, the first time I heard it. I get it. I’ve heard that same voice many times & he is a liar. Fear does rob my rest. It does take my breath. Fear does stop me in my steps.

The hardest part is letting fear keep me frozen. I’m not sure what to do so I do nothing. I’m in error at those times because I have a Savior who I can always turn to. I could seek the One who can cast away my fear. I know that & sometimes I can do that but a lot of times I don’t. I choose to stay silent instead of being bold in my faith & standing up for truth.

I’ve spent so much time trying to “keep peace” in situations where there’s no peace to be found. It’s a lose lose. The Peacemaker is where peace is. His ways, thoughts & attitudes are peace giving, not peace stealing.

Suzie Eller shares this…..”The Spirit of God helps and strengthens us, even when it seems there is no fight left in us.”

Honestly, there are times that I don’t know what to pray for. The good news is He does! I’ve been drawing on this verse for over 6 years. Romans 8:26 promises me that I have a Helper. Oh, do I need that help.

My prayer is that I stop listening to the lies. The lies of convenience, blaming, worldliness, lying, hypocrisy, deception, gossip, idolatry, internet living, hatred, back stabbing, comparing, word wounds, not good enough’s, denying, & all the other lies tossed my way. I don’t have to grab hold of the lies. I can let them fall into the fire.

Psalm 103:4 He ransoms me from death and surrounds me with love and tender mercies. (NLT) I am ransomed. That’s huge.

Fill me up with Your truths, O Lord! May I pursue You with all that You created me to be. I am Yours. Help me to not waste the days that you give me. In Jesus glorious name…Amen

Always His,

Tracy

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